I live in fear

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I seen things that aren't there since I was little & its called schizophrenia along with my deep depression.

I lost a twin ( I'm twinless person) I worry so much thinking, why leave so early. So as I grow up, my vision started turn blur and seen shadows like shadow people. U can say I was scared as a kid. I thought it could been my twin reaching out to me but. There was more of them shadows figures, so far as teen. I cried and no one won't believe me when I told them. Some doctors saying I need meds and some say I am lunatic. So it's wasn't my fault that it might been gift from my twin that it drove me into insane or live in fear.

:'( I'm lonely at times. It's okay they think I'm that way. At least I'm still human. Doesn't mean I'm a monster, doctors and counseling wasn't helpful at all.

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  • AbnormallyAwesome
    8 years ago

    Doctors call you a lunatic, really? Isn't that just what you think they're trying to say? Schizophrenia is a wide spread disorder, and there's no reason to be ashamed of it. If people think less of you because of this, it's their problem. And yes! Of course you are human. You're just schizophrenic. At least you're not a racist, like some people on here.

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    • Ellenna
      8 years ago

      Racism is a much more dangerous mental illness than schizophrenia

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  • Darktown
    8 years ago

    I see dark shadow people sometimes too. Always heading over to the welfare office too. Strange.

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    • PenisBalls_McMurphy
      8 years ago

      Those are the scariest kind. Far worse than anything OP is talking about.

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