I love bathing in my neighbors garbage and smothering myself in their filth

I live next to the dirtiest lesbian couple you'd ever come across, I mean they just dump their nasty wet garbage in the trash container area behind the fence, most of it isnt even in the bin.I smother my face in their kids dirty diapers and stuff my underwear with used lesbian tampons and rotten chicken meals, I go back there when they're at work. It gives me a high and a boiner. Am I normal cause I feel like at least 15% of the population loves filth as much as I do.