I love to tell racial jokes.
I love to tell racial jokes to my friends at work whenever my black co workers are not around. Then when the blacks come around I'll say part of a racial joke's punch line that cracks everybody up and the stupid N word won't know what we are laughing about. And ha! We are laughing about he or she! I know that's cruel and hateful, but I get a sick thrill out of it. Is this normal?