I'm a christian, but i hate god.
I believe in God and accept Jesus, but then I read a lot into the Bible and saw some very offensive things, like rules. The Bible is sexist and racist and supports slave keeping and is homophobic. I started to kind of hate God, like thinking of Him as an arrogant, bigoted, stupid (The moon produces it's own light, they, the Bible, said)hateful asshole. But for some reason, I pray when I am in need, even if I had just cursed Him.