I'm an athiest, and i enjoy going to church, is this normal?
I consider myself to be a decently logical person. I am an Atheist, with what I consider to be very good reasoning. Good enough reasoning for myself. I do not appreciate when others shove their beliefs down my throat, therefore I don't do it to others. Also, I was raised in a family that never really shared their beliefs. I'm not sure of my Grandfathers religion. My grandmother is a strong christian, but she doesn't inflict it on anyone else. My mother is a Christian who is engaged to an Atheist. It's pretty safe to assume that we never went to church with all fo these mixed beliefs. However, a lot of negative things have surrounded my life. Negative people and negative situations. Sometimes it's almost like a meditation to go to church, surrounded by positive people, although our beliefs are completely opposing.
Am I a hypocrite? Am I mocking others beliefs by doing this? I feel as if it seems I'm feeding off of these people to make myself feel good. That's not my intention, it just is what it is.
Is it normal?