I'm an emotional wreck

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I am going to work 6 days a week and I do constantly feel tired but I know that what I'm feeling cannot simply be exhaustion! I cry everyday when I wake up because I wish I hadn't woken up, and then as soon as I am back in the safety of my bed (which is the biggest majority of my time not spent at work or travelling to and fro) I go back to feeling shitty and crying. I am constantly thinking about dying and who would be better off if I wasn't around- and how my existence has ruined things for other people. Also, I did used to self harm but I don't anymore. And substance abuse has always been an issue of mine; learnt that from mother dearest. Anyway, just want someone to tell me that they get this too so please put me out of my misery

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  • IanW
    6 years ago

    I'm a construction worker and I needed something to help me so I came here. I'm always working but when I'm not, I'm very depressed. I feel guilty all the time--I'm alcoholic. I love my family and they love me but I'm stuck in a pit. Just want you to know that you are not alone at all even though you feel like you are. When I get very depressed I feel like there is no one that feels the way that I feel--but it's not true. I just can't stand it because all of my family seems to be happy all the time and I'm the depressed one. I just pray that God will take care of all of us and that we can be with him and all the people that we love and have true happiness in heaven. Peace be with you.

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  • TexasToast09
    6 years ago

    It sounds like you are depressed. You should get professional help from a therapist.

    "Anyway, just want someone to tell me that they get this too"

    It may interest you to know that about 20-25% of the population will experience this at least once in their life, and about 5-6% of the population experience it in any given year. To put it another way, you are far from alone. Get help. It will take time, but you will feel better.

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  • jh42412
    6 years ago

    look sometimes you need to talk things out it never gets better if you hold on to your emotions everyone one once in a lifetime needs to explode like a volcano. seek out someone you can talk to about these feelings resolve revive move on.

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