I'm in constant fear of shitting my pants when i get an erection
For the longest time I have been in a constant fear that I will shit my pants if I get a erectio. I have had this fear ever since I was a small boy. The fear began when I was watching my first porno at the age of 5. I was in my room late at night and once I got the erection...I shit my pants. I am now 28 and I've been in constant fear that if I see a attractive woman and I grow an erection I will shit my pants on the spot. I've talked to several therapests and they have no idea why this this is my main fear. In order to combat this I have started to carry around a photo of my grandmother in my wallet so if I ever feel an erection beginning I will pull it out and stare until I am no longer scared, sometimes its minutes, or sometimes hours I just depends on how serious the situation is at the time.
Is this a normal fear?