I'm lonely and depressed even though

I have my mother whos my rock but

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Shes been suicidal now for a long time but shes all I have.
I used to have my mom and sister but sadly my sister turned into a psycho asshole. I never really had a farther properly there for me.
I feel so alone, most friends come and go except one.
I never had a partner and people aren't to be trusted and I learnt that the hard way as my sister wasn't who I thought.
I have no children (not that I want one).
I have pets and they the only thing that remotely makes me happier.
I guess I should start my own family ?
I just can't find anyone who wants to make effort with me and where we have an equal connection

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Comments ( 6 )
  • Jimbo24

    Sounds like you've inherited your mother's tendencies.

    Anyway, if you're feeling down, then just think of the good things going on in your life, and you'll realize it's not so bad. If that doesn't work, then you'll need a change of pace; move to a new city, for instance, for a new life and new people. I suggest Kenosha, WI tonight or tomorrow if you want some action.

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    • What aspects have I inherited from my mother exactly?

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      • Jimbo24

        You said she'd been suicidal for a long time, so, depression. Some of these things do run in families. But they're not unbeatable.

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        • Hmm yes, I struggled with depression for a long time

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  • srv_nt

    May you overcome this anon!

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    • Thanku

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