I'm so tired
It feels like no matter where I go people always treat me like a freak or an outsider. People constantly gawk or glare at me and act disturbed by my mere presence sometimes. I just feel like such a freak sometimes and it makes me just want to seclude myself from the rest of the world and never talk to people.
I don't understand why I get treated like a freak no matter what I do; I'm a very hygienic person and I take good care of my personal appearance, I don't wear anything eccentric or odd, and I have moderately good social skills. I am slightly taller than the average woman and I have somewhat broad shoulders, but I'm not overweight, and it's not like im built like an amazonian or something. I'm just so tired of feeling like this all the time and I don't know what to do.