I'm so used to being disappointed that i dont ever belive anything good

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I think it be a MIRACLE if one day I found someone who also felt that same strong connection who wanted me in their life like I do them. All my life with friends I gave my all, to only be fucking walked over/ditched, lied to or let down. I always made efforts and it's always me making most the effort. Well at age 26 now, I a SICK of this shit and I deserve waaay better. I am not placing effort into someone as much as I may want to EVER again. In fact I'm so used to dissapointment im numb and if someone amazing were to actually want me around and show it and prove it, I'll probably have a heart attack from the shock.

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Based on 15 votes (10 yes)
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Comments ( 4 )
  • PonyProblem

    100% normal. Disappointment is the base emotion for not having anything interesting in your life.

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  • bbrown95

    Completely normal. I honestly feel the same way most of the time. The hard truth that many people don't want to believe is that you can count on very few friends you'll ever have in your life and there will be a lot of users in the mix.

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  • karmasAbich

    Yes, its normal.

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    • PleaseTalkToMe

      I swear I used to have your username

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