I'm too disgusting to be loved?

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I've had a few offers from good guys, but I feel like my outside is deceiving compared to what a disgusting person I am. I look fairly good on the outside, lots of guys are nice to me, which i feel i do not deserve if they knew what i was really like not my fake personality that I have to be in public. i do not want a boyfriend because i have so much in my mind that i have to hide and of course the closer we get the more difficult that would be. I know people think it's nice to say "someone who really loves you won't mind "but i don't think anyone good will ever really love someone me, that's why i have to hide from them, because it's too embarrassing how much of a loser i am. And by this i mean obsessed with fictional characters to the point of constantly drawing them, naked, having sex, hugging them etc. So yeah.. i'm sure there's more other things i do that's disgusting but i dont really want to think about it now

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  • Short4Words
    8 years ago

    Every human is disgusting. Everyones got weird quirks. If you don't like what you do than stop. But it's not disgusting.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      I like what I do as long as other people don't know about it

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      • Short4Words
        8 years ago

        I think everyone has a secret like that.

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        • handsignals
          8 years ago

          Yeah, I go down the children's hospital and fuck cancer ki......oh crap what am I saying...were's the fucking delete button!

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  • FJK_frm_AK25
    8 years ago

    Umm I think its really cute u think that's so bad..trust me u sound awesome:)

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  • Freedom_
    8 years ago

    Well that's not half as disgusting as I thought it was going to be. How are you ever going to find someone as weird as you if keep that part of you locked away from the world? I'm not saying to be fully open about everything with everyone you meet, but you should work on being ok with gradually opening up to people as you get closer to them.

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  • dindu_nuffin
    8 years ago

    Just FYI. Youre not nearly as good looking as you think you are.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      Neither are you

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      • Captain_Flatulitis
        8 years ago

        You sound confused and complicated, as if even you don't know yourself, so how could anyone else even begin to?

        Its why you just push people away or make the assumption you are too "ugly to be loved".

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        • Anonymous Post Author
          8 years ago

          Lol it just annoys me how people get all bitchy whenever someone has any confidence in their looks. It has no relevance to the story if some guy who's never seen me decides to assume I'm physically ugly to feel better about him/herself or whatever.

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          • Captain_Flatulitis!
            8 years ago

            This is the previous account owner, my account got banned...again.

            Based on this last response you seem to be pretty well adjusted.

            Good looks can sometimes be a curse as there are plenty of people who judge others based on appearance.

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          • dindu_nuffin
            8 years ago

            I dont have to know what you look like to know youre not as good looking as you think you are. Its obvious from what you wrote. Pretty much all hot girls will get boyfriends very quickly even if they are messed up on the inside, and even if they dont really want a boyfriend. Thats how the game works. If you truly are "hiding" your issues then that just supports my point even more. If guys cannot see your internal issues, and youre still single, then that leaves only one logical conclusion: you are not as good looking as you think.

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            • Captain_Flatulitis!
              8 years ago

              She may choose to be single though. I do understand what you are saying as I have known plenty of beautiful women and they do not need to do much work to get male attention, but in my experience a large percentage of them have just looks going for them, unfortunately.

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