I'm tricked into acting weird
Why do people think I'm wise, that I have the licence to do what I want even if you want me to be normal, so the weirdness is OK? It's a trick, it's forcing me to be an individual to get my arse kicked, what I'm afraid of isn't being different, I'm afraid they crushed my normality. I really do want to move on with my life and the whole thing tricked me into acting weird when I just want to be normal.