I might be addicted to white pepper??
It all started when i was at this restaurant having dinner with some friends. At restaurants i don't usually use the provided spices because they look kinda dirty like they washed them in toilets WITH the spices STILL in THEM! But this time i tried what i thought was regular pepper. but it wasn't. after leaving the restaurant i couldn't help but think about that spice and remembering its exact flavor. it honestly has been on my mind for a very long time. about a couple week s later of searching i found the spice. it was white pepper. after i started using it. i kinda noticed the use of that spice was excessive...i know it sounds kinda stupid. but i think im starting to develop an addiction to that stuff. and NO not the snorting kind. but i honestly need some opinions. i thought it was almost impossible to addicted to something like this. and i have no experience with smoking,drugs, alcohol due to my heart problems. so i honestly don't know where this is coming from.