I need help. is this normal?
Ok so i dont know were to start. Till recently i found out i could control my heart rate. It went fron 70 to 51 to 107 . I wanted it to go down and then up less than a minute. I dont know if thats normal. And if i lower my heart rate and i stop breathing i can hold my breathe really long. I dont really tell anybody about this cause they might call me a freak. And i cant go to the doctor. Is that normal? And one more thing... all my life when i ride roller coasters when it goes down i cant breathe at all. When i was little i couldent breathe at all at this roller coaster and i almost died. Is any of this normal? Please help me. I dont now whats wrong with me. Oh and i dont know if it has to do with me dying when i was a baby and my heart stopped. But then somehow i came back to life. Im not making it up. Please if you believe me please help me. I need help.