I obsess about what it must feel like to know you will die soon?
I think about death a lot, and wonder what it must be like knowing your going to die soon. There's a quite by Woody Allen that really describes how i feel "Im not afraid of death. I just dont want to be there when it happens. I really hope when my time comes its quick or I'm completely senile. September 11th always makes this so much worse. I think about those people on those planes and it the towers unable to get out. I find myself watching almost every special on air trying to imagine how those poor people felt knowing that had so little time left. I'm especially shocked by the ones who choose to jump. I feel like I'm constantly searching for someone's last words to try to understand how someone deals with this since I'm sure I will need to someday.