I rarely laugh
I am just not impressed by people or the things they do, in daily life, I mean. I can see right through their intentions or motives.
There is no fun when you can catch on to patterns very quickly and decipher them in your head, not leaving any room to "ahhh" and wonder, or to laugh
In other words, I find that the more intelligent I become, the less humor I find in things. And the less humor, the more I become unhappy. I feel robotic in terms of lacking these social emotions. I rarely smile (genuinenly, that is, the "formal" smile is commanded for social pressure/reasons) and I rarely laugh.
I am a girl, so people heavily criticize me for my callous, serious countenance, as girls are supposed to be "amiable, gregarious, with a pleasant smile at all times" as such is the flock of girls who i work with. I get told "But you are too pretty to look so serious" but that further depresses me, to try to "force" me into something Im not. Why cant people accept me for the serious analytical person that i am? I mean no harm
I show no enthusiasm for many things, because, like ive said, Ive already made sense for them in my head
Anyone else relate or should I alter my ways of thinking?
IIN??
Thanks