I read all my emails, texts and im's to see if i look big and clever.

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I used to play a game calle Achaea and you can HONOURS yourself and other people and it lists all your achievements. I used to do it hundreds of times a day and compare myself to everyone else and see how big and scary I looked. Now, I read all my emails and texts as if I'm the person receiving them and see if I look like a dork. It's pretty dorky in itself. I know I'm insecure. Not the visible type of insecure, asking if I'm fat, but the SERIOUSLY deep set insecure where every fibre of my being craves purpose and reassurance. But does anyone else do this?

(p.s, I'm going to read this all over and over again when I'm done and imagine I'm you, reading this.)

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  • Savmagic
    12 years ago

    I so do this! I read what I've said over and over and imagine reading how the person I sent to would read it and how they would think I meant something different than what I said

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  • InfectedSunshine
    13 years ago

    i do the exact same thing, but only to make sure that i don't make any grammatical errors or anything... i'm really just a grammar nazi. xDD

    but yeah, don't worry. you're normal. :)

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  • mysti446
    14 years ago

    I do the exact same thing

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  • BirdyMojo
    14 years ago

    Ollieo is correct :)

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    PSA - EVERYONE ON THIS WEBSITE: BE CAREFUL OF "BUDTHEWISE" - HE IS A FIRST CLASS CREEP, WOMAN ABUSER, RACIST AND IGNORAMUS ... AND PLEASE DO NOT LISTEN TO ANY OF HIS CRAPPY AND ABUSIVE ADVICE. PLEASE!!!

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  • Lockets
    14 years ago

    I nearly always read messages that I have sent to people too.
    Don't worry about it.

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  • PoisonFlowers
    14 years ago

    Don't worry, your post sounds fine, you just seem very insecure. I don't think you need me to tell you that though.

    What's made you so insecure about yourself?

    I don't do this, but I do sometimes scratch my head in disbelief at how stupid I sound online (I wrote a story about that on here.)

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