I really really wanna write songs but i can't
I've always been a huge music lover. It's everything to me. The feeling I get from music is like sex sometimes. I worship my favorite artists like gods. And sometimes I really wish I could write something of my own that I adored but all that comes out is basic uninspired bullshit that sounds nothing like the stuff I listen to. I've been trying to write music for about a year now, and I've come up with some nice melodies and lyrics along the way but for some reason I can't finish songs. I'll write verses, sing it and it'll sound really good, then I'll get bored and move onto the next idea and it gets forgotten forever. I have hundreds of voice memos and notes on my phone, and not one finished song I can show for myself. I don't know, maybe I need some more time as it's really only been a year, but it's still really frustrating.