I rejected my dream girl
Ok
In school i always wanted to go out with my crush. i had lots of opportunnity's to ask her but i never did
Now i'm 17 and in college and she asked me out and i fkin rejected her. I just can't be bothered to have a relationship, I go to football matches every saturday which is LADS only, i go to college, i work, i have an extremely long college project to do and i don't have much money to spend on her.
I literally told her i don't have time for a girlfriend, which was a dickish reply and i feel bad about myself
is it normal that i can't be bothered to have a relationship yet, and how can i say sorry to this bird, whom i still relaly like