I simulate a penis to masturbate

Ever since I was young every night before I sleep I roll up a small blanket with a ball between my legs the rest twisted outward like a penis and rub my hands up and down it. I've done this before I ever knew what a penis was and it's the only way I can get off. I'm comfortable with my femininity but for some reason I feel like I should have a penis. Sometimes I can even feel it between my legs, I can tell you it's exact shape. I'm not transgender so I need to know why I feel this way.

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  • Wryladradofft

    Don't worry, Freud's got you covered, you're totally normal

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  • megadriver

    Are you my ex? I had an ex that wanted to have a penis. She said she's not transgender, she's not a man, but feels she should have a penis. She's a skinny tomboy, hates girly women, but says she's comfortable with being a woman.

    Yet when we'd get it on, she'd mention wanting to have a penis and describe how hers would feel.
    And while she might find the idea of us rubbing penises together arousing... I didn't.

    But whatever... I don't think it's normal.

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  • Meatballsandwich

    Penis envy

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