I snucked a finger in my sleeping cousin when i was 12-years-old
I was a naive boy back then, I didn´t know that what I was doing was bad and illegal, i´ve just put it inside, not in a way like fingering, just slightly and pulled it out, years later I found out that what I did was disgusting and horrible, I´ve never meant harm and the guilt is killing me, she doesn´t know about it and acts normal but I cannot forgive myself for my stupid action, I wish I knew better than that, I don´t know what to think anything more that I a monster