I sometimes want to escape civilization and go live in the wilderness
Ideally in a way where I'm fully independent from modern society and could actually live of nature. I feel like I would like to get closer to nature and see what I would bee like in a truly natural world. I want to feel able to travel whenever I want without long times of planning and saving up beforehand. But I do know its not rational and most likely something I never will. If I actually tried I would probably get enough of it within the first 24 hours with things like not getting enough sleep, freezing and going hungry. I'm also scared of the ants in the forest and that could be a big problem. Long term I don't even think I could survive. Most of the time I'm content with my current life. Yet I still get a strong urge to just flee from everything and live like a wild animal, its like a realization that you(and most of us) are somehow misplaced in our modern society