I still have my identity from the selfsame role models

I'm manly, I'm responsible and gentlemanly, I have an identity, the very same from role models David Irving, Georg Hegel, the man who gave me tawny port in a bottle, and any man who thinks he's a cowboy.

I'm focusing on these people, I don't have role models of tasteless celebrities, in fact they're all men.

From what I observed David Irving makes coffee at night, drinks it, was the proud owner of a Dave's chili sauce, lives a very complicated life, is rather cluttered, honest, no-nonsense, and busy. Any man who thinks he's a cowboy wears a flannel shirt, jeans, cowboy boots, a cowboy hat and behaves like a country boy on a ranch with no ranch, no horse and no animals, smokes cigarettes and eats chili con carne with beans. The man who gave me that particular tawny port dresses down, has imperfections, is moral silently and drinks at the bus stop in the city and carries his things in a backpack. Georg Hegel is obsessed with conformity, has a combover and a bad hair day, is a serious man and lives a complicated life, supposedly a normal guy.

Those are my observations and I'm imitating these people.