I still have nightmares of childhood.

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I am 24 when I was 13 my father hired two male teachers who used to beat the he'll out of me. My father always believed that I need strong beating to be deciplined and paid extra money for beating part. I still have a limp because one of them stomped me on back. It continued till I was 17 and my mother had to pay the price with broken arm. I never had good grades because I was always in pain and could not focus in studies.
I don't have a good job and the girl I like don't want me because she thinks I am physically challenged.
I write this because few minutes ago my father called and said he did everything he could to make me a man but I am a disgrace to him . I am just sad.. I am sorry..

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  • reporter2
    8 years ago

    Man that's horrible iam really sorry for you. It would be hard for me to stop from kīlling or equally maiming your father if I was There. It is nothing wrong with you other than what he caused..don't let that win, why do you still answer the phone from him,not block his number and remove him from your life

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  • RoseIsabella
    8 years ago

    Your nightmares are normal after living through such horrible abuse and trauma. Your father is not normal, and it would be a good thing if he is forced to suffer horribly in his old age. Your father is a giant piece of shit! I'm sorry for what happened to you!

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  • GG19
    8 years ago

    Sadly its normal my father and 2 blood related bros beat me and I have bad dreams a lot oof them and i to have scars and bad dreams its sadly normL for people like us that had hard lifes and paon in them. Youll find the right girl.one day trust me ps im female and even though im not in to guys like that stranght of the body is silly its how strong a guys heart is that makes him a man or a boy and your heart make u sound like a man more of a man the your dad (no offense) and my bro whos mom adopted me say the best revenge for people who hurt you is to be happy in life, so fi.d something to.be happy and show your dad he cant keep you down ps im hear if.you ever wana talk remember your loved and stronger then your dad ever will be. Sorry if i rumbled on.

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