I take on other personalities to feel more confident
For a few years now I've noticed that I'm prone to adopt other personalities whether by choice or sometimes even involuntarily.
It most often happens after watching a movie with a strong lead character. I can feel the urge to become them. All the traits, from mannerisms, behaviour, psychology, and of course they way the speak, is all so clear to me. It might be due to fairly low confidence, or all my self loathing, but I seem to be dying to get out of my skin and into someone else's. It's easier to be them. It doesn't take much thought. I know what they're going to say and how they'll react. But being me is too confusing, not to sound dramatic. I'm just conflicted or undecided about almost everything.
Anywho, whether this be a curse or a gift, I'm not sure. I've decided to volunteer at a local theatre to express this part of myself.
If there's anyone else like this I'd like to hear from you.