I think i could most probably get away with murderer iin?
So i grew up in a culture where traditional (european) gender norms were heavily enforced they pretty much remained more than in other close places. My body fits the "acceptable" standard and people have often made comments about me being attractive thus ive been often given the benefit of the doubt, special treatment and etc because of it.As a child and teenager i grew up having really terrible and violent thoughts which still sometimes linger. I recently been thinking about how i could most probably get away with it due to the way that people perceive me which in a way makes me wary of there being others with opportunities like mine but in a way it feels kinda euphoric. Is it normal to think about it in this way?