I think i'm going crazy. ss

I can't shake off the fear and anxiety that somethings wrong I keep having recurring dreams of a yellow man who molests me in my bed. Ive always been a little paranoid but ever since I learned about Dimensional jumping and the Mandala effect my sense of time seems distorted. Things either pass by insanely quickly or too slowly. I keep getting the feeling that a yellow man from my dreams is out there somewhere. That he knows who I am and he wants to kill me. 2 weeks ago I was dreaming that he was humping my backside for 4 hours. it was miserable. Since then, I haven't felt great at all sleep does nothing for me.I keep fearing the terror to be had here in my house.

I can hear whispers sayingh how many orgasms can you have? Each night it seems like the yellow man keeps giving me more and more orgasms no matter how long he forces himself on me. Why can't I stop thinking this way?
He says Do you like being anally penetrated? Why do you keep going? Why do I keep going? Can I even stop him? Noone believes me.
I just need to kill him so badly.