I think i'm going insane
Hi all.
For a long time, I have been seeing and hearing some pretty terrifying stuff. For example: seeing demon's in the night, or random ghosts. Last week while spending time at my mother's house, I heard screaming in the middle of the night when I was listening to my music with headphones on. I took one ear bud out and noticed that the screaming stopped.
I know for sure it wasn't the music because I was busy listening to "K-pop." I have previously talked to my mother about my paranormal experiences and she's told me that I might have a spiritual "gift" just like My aunt supposedly has. I actually believed it for the longest time and convinced myself I was "psychic".
I have seen things levitate in mid air or just move around by themselves. I have also used a Ouija board in the past and so I thought that was the cause of demonic activity.
Now I don't think that anymore so much. My father and his family have a long history of schizophrenia and with schizophrenics they hallucinate and hear things that are not there. Recently my mental health has been declining (as I do have depression) but I think it's more than just depression.
I began to question wether it was a demonic attack or I'm just going insane. And either way, I know for sure im not mentally well. I am planning to go see my doctor soon and get a diagnosis and maybe go on medication.
No, I'm not religious at All if that's what you are wondering. And before you assume I'm on any non-legal drugs, no I'm not.