I used to believe in the "just world" fallacy
For anyone who doesn't know, the Just World Fallacy is a the false idea that the world is just, that whether immediately or eventually, good people will be rewarded and evil people punished
I used to believe in the fallacy, probably because it provided me a lot of comfort to think that if things are absolutely hellish for me right now, then things will eventually even out and I'll soon be experiencing the exact opposite of hellishness
I'm not sure when or how I made the connection, but some time in the last few weeks, I realized that all of these "protections" that supposedly prop up the Just World Fallacy (e.g. judicial systems, peoples' consciences, law and order, etc.) aren't absolutes; take away the people and all of these protections against bad and harmful things go away as well
The world is a big rock floating through space where things...just kind of happen, and there's nothing inherently good or bad about that. A hurricane or earthquake or tornado could just as easily end the life of someone as good as Mother Teresa or someone as evil as Hitler. And that kind of terrifies me