I want it to end.

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When will it ever end? I've posted on here before, I'm the young kady that got arrested a few years back and developed PTSD from the traumatic arrest.

I had a PTSD attack tonight, it's over now, thankfully. But I was taking a nice bubble bath and all the sudden, I thought about the arrest. And the gun pointed two feet from my heart. My body started shaking, even my lips were shaking, and I started crying.

I wish that cop would have just shot me right through the heart so I wouldn't have to deal with PTSD.

I wish I had someone to hug, more than anything.

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  • 1234tellmethatyoulovememore
    1 year ago

    Wish I could give you a hug, sorry you're going through this <3

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      1 year ago

      Thank you. I'm feeling better today.

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      • 1234tellmethatyoulovememore
        1 year ago

        I'm here if you need a friend.

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    • 1234tellmethatyoulovememore
      1 year ago

      You can message me if you want

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  • Ummitsstillme
    1 year ago

    .. or get your life together and understand they are just doing their job. I have no idea about the both of you.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      1 year ago

      Does just doing their job mean traumatizing people? Let me do mine as well...

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      • darefu
        1 year ago

        Not sure what you did to get arrested, but have you ever thought maybe what you were doing was traumatizing for him.(the cop)

        There is a commercial out in the USA that a friend showed me. A cop stops a girl because of talking on her phone, she's upset about being stopped. Then it shows her not getting stopped and having an accident. Same cop respond s to the accident. I think it's a great commercial.
        It shows there are many views and ways to look at things.

        Yes, he was doing his job and most cops don't even unholster their gun unless there is a perceived threat.

        Time to move on and accept at least partial blame on your own actions.

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  • 1WeirdGuy
    1 year ago

    You're being a drama queen. Someone needs to tell ya that.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      1 year ago

      Obviously, you never have been through trauma or suffered from PTSD or you wouldn't be saying that. Consider yourself lucky.

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      • 1WeirdGuy
        1 year ago

        Pfft yeah ok. Ive been arrested more times than years you've been alive. Cops are dicks. They want to beat your ass. Just the way it is

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  • Orphan
    1 year ago

    That's exactly what they wanna give u, PTSD. Next time, well i hope there wont be a next time, but if it happens again, be quick enough to grab the gun out of his hands, grab him by the hair, force the gun into his mouth and shoot. If another stupid ass cop shoots you at least u didn't go down without a fight.

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  • RoseIsabella
    1 year ago

    Look into something called EMDR therapy.

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  • olderdude-xx
    1 year ago

    Yes, it can end. But, it may take you years for that to occur.

    Working with a good counselor that you can relate to will speed things up considerable.

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  • shoka2322
    1 year ago

    Sue the cop and do everything you can to ruin his life since he did this to you.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      1 year ago

      Too late, the statute of limitations ran out. There will be no justice for me, just like there isn't much justice for a lot of victims of police brutality.

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      • Yaidin
        1 year ago

        What the hell did you do for a policeman to point a gun at you anyway

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