I want to be raped by fascist thugs

I wanna be raped by fascist thugs. They can pull balaclavas over their faces and gang-bang me, while telling me that I'm a degenerate enemy of the state and that I shouldn't struggle because they're doing me a favor. I'm pretty effeminate, so they can reason that it's not totally gay to fuck me, so long as they're on top - it might actually be kinda straight, because they're asserting a superior form of masculinity by filling me with their essences. Just a pack of strong, confused college-aged young men who strike out with the ladies looking for some relief and finding it in my mouth and asshole. The only thing gayer and less manly than fucking another man, especially an effeminate one, is not fucking at all - they need to use me (and my asshole) as a doorway into a manhood that their shyness and lack of success with women has prohibited them from entering.