I wish i had a little brother
I'm a 25 year old female and I have an older brother and a younger sister. Of course I love them, but I really wish I had like a little brother, or even a friend like a boy who I had a sort of brother/sister relationship with. I really thought about this when my family visited recently, and I got to play with my cousin's son, who is 9, and we really get along. I never get to see him because they live too far away, and so I was really sad to see them go away, and I felt lonely. I really realised how badly I wish I could play with kids and how well I get along with them. But there's no chance of me having kids, because I am like a kid myself, and there are many reasons why I know I never will.
My brother is in his 30s now, and my sister is 15 and not as fun so I sometimes miss having a kid to play with every day. So I wish I had a little brother. Is this normal? And what can I do to feel better?