I wish i was normal

This makes me think of the only concrete paradox that I can think recall. The only thing that all human beings share in common is that we're all different from each other

I don't know what your idea of "normal" is, but maybe you're looking at it from the wrong starting point? The idea of normal is subjective and can be a moving target a lot of the time. If there are any parts of you that you don't feel are normal but which you like, maybe try developing those parts. When you do things that help you more fully accept yourself, you might find that you're less worried about being perceived as normal