Is it normal feeling suicidal i feel like i can't win feel like a loser

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everyone keeps saying how oolllllllld I am because i am 30 . I thought of maybe getting my hair done pink. But people have said I am too old and how i am practically middle aged and how I have nothing to show for how old I am and how I used to be so pretty and show so much promise and I threw it all away.Also apparently I take everything wrong too. my godchild is the only one who seems to like me and my dogs.I tried to talk to my mom and my sister and I guess I ranted too much and pissed them off too. I guess I sound like a broken record. I have quit coming to all family functions only the elderly relatives seem to half want me there.

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Based on 16 votes (11 yes)
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  • Lonely2
    8 years ago

    Dont worry it gets worse

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  • Melzy420
    8 years ago

    30 is young,and its ok to dye your hair pink or any color,I see women in their 40s with funky colored hair,age is just a number,everyone is going to get older its a fact of life,Im going to be 35 in a month and I dont feel old,only my job makes me feel old,but on my days off I feel happy and young,do what you want to as long as its not hurting anyone and dont worry about what other people think

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  • Darktown
    8 years ago

    Its all downhill from 30

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  • Short4Words
    8 years ago

    That sucks. I know that feeling too but you're a winner, darling. No one can take that away from you.

    Go pink!

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  • sugartits
    8 years ago

    i have six kids and two wives how am i ever going to make child support payments?

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