Is it normal i’m not christian but i hate when people mock christians
I’ve had a really rocky relationship with religion. I grew up Christian but became disillusioned with it, I became very anti Christian, was even part of a Satanist website called joy of Satan for a while but left it because of its racist ideas, then I was at a stage where I was still into spirituality and occultism but still enjoyed atheistic content online since I was still antichristian, but somewhere down the line things got weird.
Suddenly it just really pissed me off when people got attacked for believing in God. In my life I had been taught that the reason people were so anti God is because deep down everyone knows he’s real (the fact that I considered this valid at all had some folks say I was pretending to be an atheist in another question, but I guess I misused the label) and I went through this frustration because I tried to find SOME reason that people were so anti God that made logical sense outside of religion but I just couldn’t come up with one, and it made me pissed.
It angered me even more because I more or less agreed with these people, but for some reason they really angered me, especially when they were the majority opinion. Was it a projection thing? Maybe I was mad at myself for being disrespectful towards things people held sacred, and directed my anger towards others? I’m not sure.
I’m sorry if this doesn’t make sense but I’ve been worrying about this for too long and needed to condense it somehow.