Is it normal i’m obsessed with fainting?

I love the concept of fainting! It’s a big fetish of mine, and it arouses me far more than nudity ever could! I constantly google search “*insert actress/female character/ female celebrity here* faints” to see if they ever fainted, or at the very least find a fanfiction where they faint. Whenever I watch a movie or a tv show I hope the female character I find most attractive faints. I especially love it if it’s something action oriented, like Power Rangers or Superheroes, as you wouldn’t expect those types of people to be prone to fainting. If I ever get a girlfriend I would love for her to RP with me where she pretends to faint! (I hope I won’t sound like a sicko, but if I’m to be brutally honest if she faints for real it’d probably turn me on, but I would do everything I could to help her. In fact, helping a fainted girl arouses me, so it’d be kinda fucked up but at least I would be doing something helpful!)

Now, of course, there are some down right sick people with this fetish (most famous probably being Bill Cosby). Please note that I would NEVER intentionally knock a girl out and take advantage of her (although if she lets me I might PRETEND to do that, the key word being PRETEND). I understand that some things are better left kept as a fantasy and not acted out in real life. And I’ve been thinking about this a lot more since it’s my first time attempting NNN, and it’s making me hornier than ever!