Is it normal i’m starting to regret not running away from home when i was 10
I’m almost 21 now, but I remember being 10 years old very well. Back then I was obsessed with Comedy Central, and I often fantasized about running away from home and having a successful career as a stand up comedian and proving to everyone how useless school is by taking care of myself despite not going to it anymore.
Deep down I knew this fantasy wouldn’t come true, but looking back I’m starting to wish that, at the VERY least, I ran away at some point, just so I could get a glimpse of what being on my own felt like. I feel like I’ve been too sheltered, and I’ve spent so much time thinking about being an adult that now that adulthood is finally here I don’t know how to handle it. I just get so confused and frustrated with myself that I sometimes wish I was never even born.
Maybe that’s extreme, but it’s how I honestly feel.