Is it normal i am so addicted to her?
I feel I can't survive without her. I make her sleep next to me. I eat with her I even make sure I keep her close all the time.
Sometimes she goes away and it drives me mad. But she comes back before it's dark. Sometimes I shout at her for her carelessness.
I always make sure that she gets best food.
I am thinking about building her a cage so that she never goes away.