Is it normal i annoyed by birthdays?
My family makes a big deal about birthdays. Normally I am okay with this but I am not anymore. Right now I cant find a job and its very frustrating. I dont care about celebrating pretending everything is okay when everyone knows it not. Why would I want more garbage I dont need, instead of getting out of the struggle I am currently in? Paradise is only for a day, I think a paycheck makes more sense.