Is it normal i can't seem to get what i really really want
Maybe what I really want is a mirage.I clawed and scratched my way to the top. I made myself from nothing. I have a great family, and give alot to charity.When I was a kid we were so poor I use to looked through garbage cans at school so I wouldn't be hungry. I am not an addict like my parents.I did Step on a lot of people to get there.Sold my soul to get what I wanted. Gave everything I had and more to help people and all they remember is the bad I did. I just what this one more position in life. If I could get would complete me.I am a warrior an almost champion and all they see is a liar.I couldn't have tried any harder.