Is it normal i cant lucid dream
I dont know why I cant.
I was able to make myself have sleep paralysis once which was so stupid because its an absolutely horrifying experience.
The way you can trigger sleep paralysis is almost identical to how you make yourself lucid dream so why cant I do that ?!
I've been keeping dream journals. I am an expert on the recurring themes and situations in my dreams which is something i've read is necessary to recognize that you're dreaming.
I've had some extremely eerily realistic dreams sometimes but they haven't been lucid. More like being alive briefly in an alternate universe if anything...But I wasnt in control of anything.
Two years ago I did succeed for a few seconds. What happened was in the dream I was talking to someone and suddenly went in my head "hey am I dreaming right now?!" and when I realized I got so excited I got up on the table and basically woke myself up with that wave of excitement.
I've meditated a lot before sleeping in periods too. That hasn't triggered anything either.
I wonder if insomnia and not having a sleep schedule affects this.