Is it normal i don’t think i’ll ever get past him leaving?

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My best friend was deported from my country 3 years ago, and there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about him.

We were completely inseparable, we grew up together, lived together, traveled together, and I don’t even feel ashamed anymore to say he was the most important person I’ve ever had in my life.

We tried to talk when everything was happening but he doesn’t have internet where he is and hardly has electricity. We sent letters back and forth but I miss having him by my side and hearing his voice. I haven’t heard from him in a few months now. I wouldn’t be surprised if he got into trouble.

I try to talk to my girlfriend about him but she never knew him so it’s hard. I feel like I lost so much of myself the day he had to leave, and if I didn’t have so many obligations here I’d move to him in a heartbeat.

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  • XYXY
    4 years ago

    Life goes on stop dwelling on the past

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  • ellnell
    4 years ago

    I tend to have a hard time letting people I was close with go too. I suggest focusing on the good times you shared and being happy for them but to move on and meet new people. Keep sending letters and I hope you hear from him again soon. I have an internet friend since many years back who had to leave his country and is now in a country he isn't happy in, struggling to get anywhere else and I can't help so I sort of understand the feeling.

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