Is it normal i don't like doctors?

It’s a business. They don’t actually give a fuck about anyone’s well being. It’s sad.

You go to the docs for a diagnosis, given based on answers, tests and investigations of the most likely cause of an illness.
Its a step by step process, almost like a flowchart... If you answer yes.. It leads to him or her touching the area in question.. If it hurts then investigations go one way, if its painless then the investigations take a different route.
I appreciate that there may be some unreliable doctors out there but on the whole, most of us are comfortable putting our trust in them, i suggest you stop asking google. Doc before visiting your own doctor and let him do the job he has trained and gets paid for

remember a doctor practices medicine, they dont perform it, as they always dont know what to do either.

I think you could have picked a better title. As phobia of doctors is normal. What you speak of is doctors not doing a very good job at what they are paid to do. If this is psyche well I mean theres a reason General care doctors dont respect that field of study as "Real doctors". The number of misdiagnoses from doctors who deal with psychology vs the complaint from general doctors seem to be vast.

It's like a car mechanic shop. Do you know how your car works? If not then dont complain when the mechanic lists a problem and solution.

Do you understand how the body works? Are you in the field and have a good idea how everything works together? Or did you read a couple of web MD articles and hardline yourself into thinking you have a condition.

I'm afraid of doctors

Psychiatrists are the dumbest doctors I believe. They're basically drug dealers. You can learn more about your problem on google than you can with a psychiatrist. If you go in there theyll say "Hmmm, yes indeed. You need anti depressents for sure. Take 2 of these a day and come back EVERY month. Make sure you pay your copay everytime."

Everytime you go in there the office is making like $500 dollars in 5 minutes of seeing you through your insurance. So to make more money they try to get you in that office as much as possible and try to be as slow as possible about fixing the problems and thats if you're lucky and they are good enough to try. They want to get you hooked on drugs even if they dont work.