Is it normal i hate my dad?
I would rather call him by his full name because he is not even a kind of father replacement for me and it would sound more distant. He is a filthy parasite who is only interested in his own good and I've had his cravings and greed for long enough. The only reason I have to endure this suffering is to avert it from another person. A person whom I want to protect. But the longer I'm with my dad, the sooner I'll be a fucking asshole like him. It's so damned hurtful to be like that to this one important people.
I hate my dad for that.