Is it normal i hate someone so much that i love them?
I have this with a friend of mine (you've might of seen me post about him before). Our relationship is a bit rough. Mainly because of me. I keep ending our relationship then coming back. I have mixed feelings about him.
As the title says, I hate him and I love him. I hate him because I feel he treats me badly (ignoring me for example) and that he doesn't really like me. On the other hand, I really like him. Nay, love him. I have romantic feelings for him. He doesn't return them but that's okay.
I have lashed out at him a couple of times then immediately regretted it and begged him to forgive me. It's like I hated him but couldn't stand losing him. The more I feel he dislikes me, the more I love and want to be around him. Yet at the same time I am angry and hurt.