Is it normal i have a designated freind?
I kind of developed this attitude. I figured out that I have issues when I have no friends since sometimes you need other people to do things with. However since I can no longer tolerate human interaction I found one person as my "designated friend". This is the one person I tend to hang around with most, and I can not lose. Since they are my one designated friend for the day. Talking to them also means I can ignore everyone else without seeming like a huge psycho. Talking to this one person also has helped calm my nerves, as I can now actually speak to other people but I no longer have to attempt to make friends with NEW PEOPLE. So less stress and effort goes into any of that.