Is it normal i have an artificial accent that i can't get rid of?
I was born in England and moved to the US when I was 7. I never really mixed with the kids here and spent a lot of time with my family, so I never picked up the American accent. But because I was so self-conscious of my English accent, when I was about 13 I tried to deliberately change it. I started to purposely pronounce the 'r' sounds in an American accent. I figured it would eventually start to feel natural and become my new accent, but it never did. It always felt forced and strange. So recently I've decided to stop doing that and to just go back to my original English accent, but now I can't. I've been pronouncing those 'r' sounds with an American accent for so long that now I can't stop. I thought I'd easily be able to go back to my original accent since the new accent still feels so awkward and fake, but it's like forcing myself to speak in a new accent all over again. And now I'm afraid I'm stuck like this.