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i have aspergers, SEVERE anxiety, depression, BPD, some sort of dependancy disorder, thyroid issues, i have anemia, polycestic ovarian syndrome, vitamin defiency. these are all officially diagnosed by psychologists and doctors, i have to take so many pills a day and i want to d i e everyday.
i am only 18 why was i born to Suffer
From a religious point of view: The Lord is testing you, and He never gives more than you can handle.
From a Non-religious point of view: We all have problems, but that doesn't give you the right to be selfish commit suicide. There are many people like you.
Grandmaster your comment seems to have triggered OP. How can we take the stance that he should live when his reasons for dying are legitimate and reasonable? It's like he's both the defense and prosecution in his courtroom in his head and he has a shitty defense and a great prosecution calling out reasons 4 death.
His defense is so weak I doubt any outside interference will have great effect.
This seems like one of those instances where OP can't get better unless he gets a better defense attorney, his current one is a looser...
how is killing myself selfish?? i literally stay in my house all day i don't have friends i'm a waste of space and useless so much that i know my dad would be better off without me i don't even talk to my sister or my mum
Then get out of the house. It's easy to make friends on here. The only people who are a waste of space are terroists and people who kill and torture etc. Start talking to your mum and sister and start believing in yourself.
You're only given what you can handle.
Have you asked your parents if they would be better without you? If all of them say yes, Then hell, why not? Might sound abit bad, but if you feel like you want to take away their happiness, go ahead.
they try to help but i don't think they understand my mental disabilities cause they always yell at me or get angry at me if i do something wrong or don't want to do something or forget something and tell me i'm lazy
We are all born on different starting lines. There are times when I felt like I was born to suffer I wanted to die but then I realised that even with all the pain I have experienced there is still hope at the end of the tunnel. My suffering might not be comparable to yours but I hope that you don't give up hope.
It's normal to feel hopeless but just keep on keeping on. I'm not religious but I know after a while somethin good will come up
You hate yourself because you don't do anything. You can only get fulfillment from creating things, not consuming them.
Yeah, Borderline personality disorder is rough, because it has a negative stigma attached to it. Its not uncommon for people with Borderline to be misdiagnosed with Bipolar. It's very important to find a good therapist for Cognitive Behavioral therapy such as Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT) or Systems Training for Emotional Predictability and Problem Solving (STEPPS; Group). There is also Mentalization-Based Therapy (MBT),Transference Focused Psychotherapy (TFP) and Schema-Focused Therapy (SFT) as well as General Psychiatric Management (GPM). I'm not very familiar with anything other than DBT and STEPPS in particular.
Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT) seems to be lauded as the best option. I hope it doesn't sound too corny, but my heart certainly does go out to you and I'll say a little prayer for you. Please don't give up on yourself, and hang in there.
Yeah, Borderline personality disorder is rough, because it has a negative stigma attached to it. Its not uncommon for people with Borderline to be misdiagnosed with Bipolar. It's very important to find a good therapist for Cognitive Behavioral therapy such as Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT) or Systems Training for Emotional Predictability and Problem Solving (STEPPS; Group). There is also Mentalization-Based Therapy (MBT),
Transference Focused Psychotherapy (TFP) and
Schema-Focused Therapy (SFT) as well as General Psychiatric Management (GPM). I'm not very familiar with anything other than DBT and STEPPS in particular.
Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT) seems to be lauded as the best option. I hope it doesn't sound too corny, but my heart certainly does go out to you and I'll say a little prayer for you. Please don't give up on yourself, and hang in there.