Is it normal i never want to get on an airplane again
Ive taken the airplane once and im still fascinated that I was in an exotic country for a whole week which was amazing (aside from 1 day of heatstroke) and im very proud of myself for actually getting on an airplane. I had nightmares about plane crashes for weeks before the trip and THE NIGHT BEFORE they showed Final Destination of ALL movies they could've shown on TV and intelligent as I am I watched it of course and had a dream that the plane crashed that night. Well I STILL got on that darn plane and i'm alive... I think. It was actually kinda chill after all but I am sensitive about my ears due to getting sensory overloaded easily by noise and stuff and its the pressure change when a plane lifts and lands... The fear of that had me in tears and I mustve looked like I was on dope or something because before the plane lifted a flight attendant asked me if I had partied hard last night??? I was like '???' plus I was obviously there with family and was a teenager. My ears survived too though but 2 years ago one of my friends had an incident on a plane where his ears got temporarily damaged by the pressure change and he needed to use some ear drops the whole vacation to treat that...Its just too much awfulness about flying. How scary it is (I know traffic accidents are more common but cars arent high up in the sky OKAY) and the whole pressure change thingy and it means theres many places i'll never get to see but I dont understand the big deal anyways or how its possible that so many people can take that for granted we could never afford travelling everywhere on earth growing up like everyone else seemed to do every holiday and cries about not being able to do now....Sigh. I think nature is really pretty here in my country.