Is it normal i pretend i am a gay boy?

I pretend every night that I am a Louis tomlinson and I am a gay teenage boy, (I am an 18 y/o girl) and I have fantasies about having a relationship with Harry Styles. I love the pairing, and I just get really happy thinking about it. I will make up different situations, I am blind or deaf, or dying, or injured, or homeless, or I have an illness, brain damage, and a lot more. all of them include me being in some way unwell, and Harry taking care of me. I have a pillow I use as a 'prop' and I can't sleep without doing this. I have done it for the past 7 years, with different people at first. I don't go to sleepovers often because I vocalize during it. I feel like a freak. Please tell me I am not the only one?!

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Comments ( 16 )
  • pixiecutlover

    It's pretty weird, you should consider seeing someone. This sounds like a sign of some deep emotional problem or something. You should see a professional and try to find out what's wrong. The main thing is it's affecting you so strongly, that's what's disturbing.

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    • shelbyholla

      I have 5 different therapists lmao, they think it is a part of my OCD but i don't think so

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  • User-name

    I say write fanfiction. Go to Wattpad and go nuts.

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  • Optimist

    Your a one directioner u should read fan fictions

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  • GOODCHILD

    Text me on kik I'll pretend to be him over a phone for you, my kik username is waltsexyboy

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  • randypete

    are you on drugs

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  • shelbyholla

    yeettt when I am actually not normal shitt

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  • Terence_the_viking

    hahaha i bet you are like 10 years old.

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    • shelbyholla

      sad thing is, I am actually 18 lmao xD I graduated highschool last year honey

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      • Terence_the_viking

        So you are still a baby.

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  • guyiwthaname

    One Direction... 'nuff said

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    • shelbyholla

      i dont even like them that much anymore lmao just those 2

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  • Tempest-au

    Whatever floats your boat sister.

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  • bittermayonnaise

    I do this as well, with Dwayne Johnson and Melissa McCarthy +1 for having the confidence to discuss it openly.

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    • shelbyholla

      thank you i am not the only one praisee

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  • NathanScot

    You are the only one with this level of crazy. Cher'

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